Sleepless
Suddenly my eyes are so wide open and I dun feel like jumping on bed at all ... Something is getting into my mind I cannot really define, but some kind of a deepening feeling ...
Keep thinking about this girl I know, not a very close fren to me, but somehow I feel like I can clearly read through her mind, what she's thinking, what she's been going through ... For the first time this year (lunar year, so it's been 1 week uptil now :D), I'm feeling smt sinking inside ... Wonder how would I struggle if I were in her shoes ... would I have enough strength? would I have enough hope and belief? How would I stand strong?
So I made a walk during the night just now at the stadium, and to my surprise, when I came back home, it had been 1 and a half hour passing by ... Was so deep in thoughts I din realize time flied so fast. Now legs are very tired too.
But after a cloudy day, the sky was very clear tonight. If you ever look up, you'll catch a lot of stars, bright ones! and u can even watch the half-full moon setting freaking early at 11.30pm, the time when it is supposed to rise. 1 more week and it would be full moon again!
Someone asked me again if I ever think of going back ... to be more accurate, getting back ... Wonder how and what I am to tell that someone ... Life has been changing!
Keep thinking about this girl I know, not a very close fren to me, but somehow I feel like I can clearly read through her mind, what she's thinking, what she's been going through ... For the first time this year (lunar year, so it's been 1 week uptil now :D), I'm feeling smt sinking inside ... Wonder how would I struggle if I were in her shoes ... would I have enough strength? would I have enough hope and belief? How would I stand strong?
So I made a walk during the night just now at the stadium, and to my surprise, when I came back home, it had been 1 and a half hour passing by ... Was so deep in thoughts I din realize time flied so fast. Now legs are very tired too.
But after a cloudy day, the sky was very clear tonight. If you ever look up, you'll catch a lot of stars, bright ones! and u can even watch the half-full moon setting freaking early at 11.30pm, the time when it is supposed to rise. 1 more week and it would be full moon again!
Someone asked me again if I ever think of going back ... to be more accurate, getting back ... Wonder how and what I am to tell that someone ... Life has been changing!
posted by Snow at
1:47 AM
6 Comments:
I dont know what shoes she has, but I guess its would be same size with mine. I dont know which stars she look at, but I guess its would be the same sky in my eyes. She cant sleep tonight, and so do I.......
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Anonymous, at Mon Feb 06, 03:17:00 PM
cont. snow's last sentence: and has became more complicated 3:-o .
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Sa^'y, at Mon Feb 06, 03:47:00 PM
@anonymous: dun noe who you are, but you must be someone with super small feet, to have the same-sized shoes as I do :p
@Shu: it's just the circle of life la, so that's why they say "dun take life too seriously, coz' u never get out of it alive". Being not in pain is already such an treasurable happiness.
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Snow, at Mon Feb 06, 06:12:00 PM
@anonymous: so sweettttttttt ...
@Hu: thanks to the trip back, and as you said, things have changed but we didn't even realize. The last 2 days of my trip saved me from the disaster i had been suffering. I'm on my brand new way now ...
1774^_^
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Hippo, at Wed Feb 08, 03:02:00 PM
@Hippo: as guessed right? Last time it was the same for me, things never really end until we face each other straight, talk about the prob and let it go...
Glad for ya :)
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Snow, at Wed Feb 08, 05:42:00 PM
too bad I didn't address the prob :D
But I guess I'm no longer a fool :D
1774^_^
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Hippo, at Fri Feb 10, 03:15:00 PM
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